Its been over a month since my last blog and I feel like I haven't been able to accomplish anything. This year has been a hard one. The first year working full time and taking care of my family has been difficult for the most part. The guilt that I feel leaving my kids with a sitter or leaving for work before they get on the bus has not gotten any easier. They, of course help by making me feel bad when I'm not there but the second my foot enters the door they are no where to be found. I have been told that that's what is to be expected.

I'm going to go out on a limb and predict that 2010 will be different. I have some life altering goals in mind that I know I can accomplish if I really focus and get my head on straight..... in fact, why wait until 2010? I'm going to be different and instead of making a cliche "new years resolution" I'm just going to start reaching for my goals right now. Why not? Whats the worst that could happen........... I may actually surprise myself.